When I was in my 30’s, I worked real hard and made pots of money.
No sleep.
Many seizures.
But big bucks.
At the advertising agency where I worked, when I saw the couch in my office, I thought: “Well, I guess I’m important.”
Little did I know that I’d end up sleeping on it. And having many seizures.
Then there was the time I was sent to San Francisco to “save” an account.
I saw the pizza boxes and thought: “Great. I love pizza.”
I didn’t know I’d be eating pizza for the next three days. And having seizures.
At the “victory lunch”, I slid from the chair to the floor.
Luckily, they thought I was exhausted. (Which I was.)
The perfect foil for the seizure I was having.
But I had done it. I had fooled them again.
Now, forty years later, I still work real hard.
But I don’t make any money.
I write out of love.
And for all those who have to keep epilepsy their “dirty little secret”.
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I started having seizures 2016. I was diagnosed 12.2016. We did not know this was happening.
I was a nurse. I was a very committed nurse. I was a nurse whose main job in a clinic was taking calls and providing care, such as explaining to a patient the need to be seen today and provide care.
Needless to say, I lost everything. I had to give up being a nurse. The seizures started occurring constantly.
I had to give up care to my family.
I had to give up my life of caring for others.
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Comment by uworrn — March 9, 2024 @ 5:36 AM
Ouch. That must hurt a lot. From being a caregiver, to needing care yourself.
My heart goes out to you.
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Comment by Phylis Feiner Johnson — March 9, 2024 @ 10:22 AM
Thank you–thank you–thank you. You keep offering stories that feel so close to home. Very valuable. Allows me to feel not so alone.
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Comment by William Lipkin — March 10, 2024 @ 5:41 AM
William, anything that makes you feel less alone, makes my day.
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Comment by Phylis Feiner Johnson — March 10, 2024 @ 10:40 AM